Saying you love me with that look in your eye,
Was that a cold-hearted lie?
As I sit here thinking about you,
My face is wet with tears past due.
My companions see me smiling,
Deep inside I know, I am dying.
I know I have to surrender and not show,
To cease and ease the misery & let go.
When I was down and even sad,
When I felt angry, rather mad,
When I was in tears, feeling bad,
My love for you dear, I always maintained.
And thus, I shall try to explain,
That despite heavy pouring rain,
In times of sorrow and of throbbing pain,
My love for you did not go into vain.
Bit by bit,
Day by day,
I was losing myself in you,
In a strange yet special way.
Was it your sweetness that melted my heart,
Or was it your smile that caused the start,
I don’t remember why I felt this way,
The thing I know, this feeling grew stronger everyday.
And you know, I still love you,
A love that is strong and oh so true.
Wherever you go, wherever you go,
My love for you will follow too.
I am trying not to weep, I am trying to fall asleep.
I don’t want anyone to hear the cries.
But I can’t stop the tears,
Falling down from the eyes.
You knew it would end, You knew it would die,
You knew one day we’d have to say goodbye.
But you never told me this,
Care to explain me why?
You told me you cared, you told me you cared,
Then why has the rage slowly flared?
The moments we shared replay in my head,
Along with the I love you’s that were said.
Was it a game you wanted to win?
When I feel numb within?
Do you now identify the big large space?
That could never be easily replaced?
I don’t know If I am free yet,
the pain & the tears still await.
A hurt so deep it cuts like a knife,
But wounds heal and I’ll go on with my life.
©Copyright 2017. All rights reserved. AbhinavMajumder.
Funny you should have written this and I got to read it today of all days. Be strong my friend.
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Thank you & yes, I always try to stay rock solid.
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Beautifully penned.. :’)
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Thank you very much!
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Touching, honest and beautiful. I’m sure you’ll go on and what is a life without scars? I tell you. It’s untoched and unlived. So, whatever happens, be proud that you dared to love and dared to live. Best wishes!
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Those words were really motivating. Thank you for sweet feedback & lovely advice.
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Your most welcome!
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Greet each day with a smile, then feel its glow. Thanks for the follow.
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Thank you for the motivating words.
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You are most welcome.
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very touching dear friend. zindagi isi ka naam hai
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True. Thank you for the feedback.
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Wow 🙏🏼 so beautiful
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Thank you so much!
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Very moving.
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Thank you for the feedback. Really appreciated!
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Lovely and touching poem.
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Thank you for the lovely feedback!
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You’re most welcome.
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Thank you for visiting abluebunny@wordpress. I am honored. Your writing is delicately sensitive.
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Thank you for visiting my blog too. And, for the lovely feedback!
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It’s nice to have each other to help when things are rough.
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Yes, of course. However, when its not the case, you must help your own self!
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Will enjoy following you 🙂 And I hope you are doing well and starting to move on. Let the tears stream as they need to in the meantime.
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Love always had a rather positive influence on me & hence, I don’t find it difficult to move on by looking at the brighter things it offered & the lessons it taught. Thank you for all your wonderful feedbacks! I am looking forward to check your future posts too!
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I love the positivity this poem ends with in spite of the angst and loss described in the previous parts. Job well done!
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Thank you for such an elaborate feedback. Highly appreciated!
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Wonderful
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Thank you!
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You’re welcome
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Wow. This really does apply to me. It’s like you were reading my mind.
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Well, it’s always great to come across people who can relate to your composition. Thank you for the feedback.
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If you will be free brother. Be free.
…Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is Liberty…
(2Corinthians.3:17)
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Certainly & thank you!
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Take a bow! How I feel every word written above, I’m glad that I found your blog.
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I am also glad to know that you could relate to the poetic composition. And, thank you!
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Wow nice.. I love it seriously ❤
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Thank you for the love towards my poetry. Motivates me furthermore.
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It will be great pleasure.. Your words can touch one’s heart surely..
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Thank you again! This is certainly one of the most uplifting things I can get to hear! Much love!
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Reblogged this on Nelsapy.
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