I’ll go on with my life, my love

Saying you love me with that look in your eye,
Was that a cold-hearted lie?
As I sit here thinking about you,
My face is wet with tears past due.

 

My companions see me smiling,
Deep inside I know, I am dying.
I know I have to surrender and not show,
To cease and ease the misery & let go.

 

When I was down and even sad,
When I felt angry, rather mad,
When I was in tears, feeling bad,
My love for you dear, I always maintained.

And thus, I shall try to explain,
That despite heavy pouring rain,
In times of sorrow and of throbbing pain,
My love for you did not go into vain.

Bit by bit,
Day by day,
I was losing myself in you,
In a strange yet special way.

Was it your sweetness that melted my heart,
Or was it your smile that caused the start,
I don’t remember why I felt this way,
The thing I know, this feeling grew stronger everyday.

And you know, I still love you,
A love that is strong and oh so true.
Wherever you go, wherever you go,
My love for you will follow too.

I am trying not to weep, I am trying to fall asleep.
I don’t want anyone to hear the cries.
But I can’t stop the tears,
Falling down from the eyes.

You knew it would end, You knew it would die,
You knew one day we’d have to say goodbye.
But you never told me this,
Care to explain me why?

You told me you cared, you told me you cared,
Then why has the rage slowly flared?
The moments we shared replay in my head,
Along with the I love you’s that were said.

Was it a game you wanted to win?
When I feel numb within?
Do you now identify the big large space?
That could never be easily replaced?

I don’t know If I am free yet,
the pain & the tears still await.
A hurt so deep it cuts like a knife,
But wounds heal and I’ll go on with my life.

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