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The worst has already passed

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When you feel so lonely and can’t sleep at night,
because everything gives you a fright.
The pain and the sadness takes control,
and once again you’re all alone.

I love darkness, I am afraid of the light, the only light I love staring at, is the moonlight.

I devote myself to acting happy,
but at night when I’m all alone,
some how it all spills out,
when no-one can see, and no-one can hear.
All of the pain and all of the fear.

Each day I live, the pain consumes,
What little sanity I have bloomed.
Like walking in a cloud of fog,
Falling down, sinking into smog.

Down in a black hole trying to escape depression,
But you can’t run away from what will always be your reflection.
And as you run away reality is getting nearer,
And instead of changing you, you try to change the mirror.
But what do you do when the mirror falls down?
Breaking apart as it hits the ground.

But now I am stronger; stronger than before.
Because I have realized, fear can only be bad if you imagine it more & more.
And sorrow comes with tears just as gray clouds come with rain,
And then it will pass quicker than it came.
So just be proud you didn’t cut yourself with the mirror’s glass,
And just know that the worst already passed.

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depression

That’s all I see…..Darkness…..

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Like a plague that never goes away,
Or a wild animal and its prey,
It waits…
And waits….

Man walking toward a cross formed by light reflecting off the grungy walls of an underground culvert.

And waits……..

Until you’re ready,
Then closes in and devours you…
From the inside out.
All you see is shadows of the ones you once knew,
Happiness no more,
Laughter no more,
No more love,
Like a thunderstorm that blocks your soul.
Your soul becomes a black hole,
Whatever said, heard, or learned,
Is forgotten, never brought up again,
No longer does anything matter,
Its all darkness,

Darkness is all I see
Like a plague that never goes away.

Copyright ©2015 AbhinavMajumder http://www.subdudedflamboyance.wordpress.com