I’ll go on with my life, my love

Saying you love me with that look in your eye, Was that a cold-hearted lie? As I sit here thinking about you, My face is wet with tears past due.   My companions see me smiling, Deep inside I know, I am dying. I know I have to surrender and not show, To cease and…

The worst has already passed

When you feel so lonely and can’t sleep at night, because everything gives you a fright. The pain and the sadness takes control, and once again you’re all alone. I love darkness, I am afraid of the light, the only light I love staring at, is the moonlight. I devote myself to acting happy, but…

Beasts that we call human

Like an apple that has fallen from the tree, her soul was rotting. Rotting…Deep in the emotions of the misery, the feelings that never seemed to be setting her free. You could say others have had it worse than her, but until you take a few steps in the worn out path of her misery,…

What You See Is Not Me

You see me smile on the outside. But that’s all you can see. What if tears run down my face on the inside? You hear me laugh on the outside. But that’s all you can hear. What if I’m crying out for help on the inside? You smell the scent I wear everyday on the…

I Saw Her Scars……

She walks through the halls, I take note of it all. She hears the names being called, She notices the lies being told. She feels the heavy atmosphere full of rumors and hidden lives. Someone lies about her and everyone else believes. She sits in the corner, the last desk of the row. Like a…

An unrealistic dream

Love in my life is like sand, A strong gust of wind sifts it through my hand. With you all my dreams seemed like coming true, You’ve robbed me of those, what can I now do? The hopes that we shared, the dreams that we saw, Then you turned around leaving a scar that went…

A Reminder by Rain

It was raining last night, calm, gentle rain, that tapped against my window pane, & called me back from unsettled sleep, to soothe a heart too numb to weep. I pushed my window open wide, to let the soothing rain rush inside. It caressed my cheeks, lips, eyes & hair, And for a moment I…

Paradoxical Kiss of Love

Kissing you, Is like : Riding a roller coaster, Skydiving at 13,000 feet altitude, Grabbing a hot plate, Diving into freezing water, And driving a super-fast bike. Kissing you, Having my mouth against yours, Is some perplexing feeling of Ecstasy and pain. The exhilaration of having you And the agony of knowing it can’t be…